Mathew Bill – The Trouble with Truth

 

Testimony One – Tamara, Sixth-Form Student
I stood at the edge of the crowd, feeling the uneven pavement shift under my shoes as people
surged past me. Smoke from flares curled into the sky, thick and acrid, stinging my eyes and
filling my throat with a bitter tang. The shouts and chants collided, layering over each other like
drums in a storm. The air trembled with the vibrations of footsteps and shouted orders, a low
hum of tension that made my stomach tighten, as if the street itself were alive and impatient.

I saw the two young men – calm, measured, purposeful. They weren’t panicking. They were
guiding younger students through the chaos, pointing out gaps in the crowd, keeping them from
tripping or being pushed over. Every motion they made was deliberate, careful, thoughtful. I
noticed the way the smoke swirled around them, highlighting their movements, the flare light
catching on their hair, the faint metallic scent of the street mixing with sweat and fear.

When the officer stumbled, crashing fiercely into the pavement, the crowd erupted with panic.
Fingers pointed at them, voices screamed accusations. But I knew – absolutely – they had done
nothing. Nothing. My heart raced with pure anger at the blind certainty around me. I will swear it:
they were innocent.

Testimony Two – Malik, Street Musician
I had my guitar case slung across my back, trying to stay out of the crowd, trying to stay
invisible. Smoke twisted and curled in the air, burning my eyes and throat. Heat from the flares
pressed down like a living weight. The shouting cut through everything, sharp and chaotic, in a
mixture of fear, fury and defiance. People surged and shoved, colliding like waves in a stormy
sea. The scent of burnt paper and the tang of metal filled the air, mingling with the raw scent of
sweat and urgency. Every step I took threatened to trip over another, bodies brushing, elbows
bumping.

The two young men moved near the officer when he went down. Their movements were quick,
almost rushed, weaving through the surging crowd. The officer slammed against the curb,
twisting his wrist, a bruise blossoming across his shoulder, a grimace of pain cutting across his
face. I could hear the sharp intake of breath from people around. The metallic scrape of the
officer against concrete, the sudden silence in his immediate vicinity before screams returned,
like a brief vacuum of sound.

I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that these two had something to do with it. They were
there, and the timing was perfect. I can’t be wrong. I felt it in my bones. Maybe, fear blurred my
vision, but I know what I saw.

When a bystander shouted, “They did it!” it cemented what I already knew. Everyone agreed
because it was obvious. Even without seeing them strike, the timing, the presence, the energy
around them screamed guilt. I can say with no hesitation: they were responsible.

Testimony Three – Mrs Elwood, Retired Teacher
I watched from my window across the street, perched high above the throng, seeing only
flashes of movement through the smoke. The smoke wound around buildings, turning the high
street into a shifting, surreal landscape of orange and grey. The crowd surged and recoiled like
a living tide, shouting and swaying, and there they were, in the eye of it all: the two boys.

I do not know them. I have never taught them, never met them, never even seen them at
school. But the neighbourhood knows their kind – rough, from the other side of the city, the kind
of people whose presence signals trouble. When the officer fell, it was inevitable. He hit the
ground hard, his shoulder twisting unnaturally, scraping against the curb. A bruise already
darkened his skin.

It had to be them. No hesitation, no doubt, no evidence required.Every gesture they made,
every glance, every step through the smoke seemed to radiate culpability. The flicker of flare
light across their faces seemed to mark them guilty before a single word was spoken. The
chaos itself seemed to bend around them, highlighting their presence as if the street had
chosen them. I have lived long enough to know trouble when it walks among us. They caused
this, and anyone who disagrees is blind to reality. There is no doubt in my mind.

Testimony Four – Constable Harris
At 18:15 we were called to the high street following reports of a disorderly protest. Two officers
were injured in the crowd.

Witnesses gave statements, all adamant: the student swore the young men were calm and
helpful; the musician swore they were responsible; the resident swore they caused the fall. All
three saw the same event, yet each saw a different truth.

The officer’s injuries were serious but not life-threatening: a gash across his forehead, a twisted
wrist, and a bruised shoulder. He had fallen hard, the weight of the crowd pressing around him.
And yet, as I looked at the chaos, I realised that truth is like smoke itself – it curls, shifts, and
escapes anyone trying to hold it still. Perspective shapes perception. The same moment can be
innocence or guilt, depending on the eyes watching.

The two young men, both Black, were detained briefly but released when no evidence linked
them to the incident. The injuries were accidental, caused by panic and crowd movement, not
by either individual. Yet I cannot undo what people have already seen in their minds. Reality
bends to the weight of expectation, fear, and prejudice.

I think of truth as a river: it flows endlessly, shaped by the terrain it passes, twisting into
channels that suit the land it touches. Each witness drank from the same river, yet what they
tasted was different. Some believed it sweet, some bitter, some poisoned. And that, I realise, is
the trouble with truth.